something really really bad happened to me...i don't know how to deal with it...or even trust people again i just wanna go and hide and never come out.

my life is looking kinda shaddy right now...i mean not really but thats how i feel lonely. i made some new friends..kim chaz and ian theyre pretty cool. and i have a talk with one of the old friends and we are talking again...:)which is awesome i hope u know who u are...anyways ya im kinda lonely i wish i had a boyfriend..but oh well moving onto ( Read more... )

i never thought it would come to this...

i have given up on love....true love really doesn't exist.

does anyone know anything about how to get a ppo on someone the info would be greatly appreciated.

thanks.

Cut my life into pieces ( Read more... )

i just got home i spent the whole day with someone...and that person makes me feel happy. its been a long time since i have felt that....and it feels really good.

how come when everything is going so good for me something has to come and fuck everything up????????

god i don't understand life.

i got a new car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!