I... I really Think that I won't live much longer.
Life is now just persevering until the next day. Rinse, repeat.

I've become the person I never wanted to be. Paralysed in a dead end job. No passion to pursue something worthwhile. Older. Uglier. Not the person who used to post here, nor who she could have become. Old. Ugly. Ambitionless. Worthless. Hopeless.

I lost live journal as an outlet a long time ago. The things that are tearing me apart too much involve someone I care too much about.

Not sure when I posted the above.

When did i become insecure?
That look will haunt me forever.
"It's ok, it's ok."

Watching old vidoes on youtube, I have a strong suspicion that Harvey Danger and Jack Osbourne are the same person.

Holy fucking shit, I passed experimental pysch. One more question right and I would have gotten a credit!
Yes, I'm aware that I still got a piss-poor mark. But I had serenely accepted that I was going to fuck the exam, so I'm over the fucking moon. Wheeeee!

Fiona warned me of the impending full moon tonight. I blame it for
A) the two exams tomorrow that I am in no way prepared for
B) the pimple right between my eyes
C) My skin becoming a festival of red and oil
D) any fights I may have today

But then who needs a head?

Fuck you, experimental psych. Fuck you, experimental psych. Fuck you, experimental psych. And to a lesser extent, fuck you Spanish.

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