I cant remember having such a good day before. Its not the particular events..but i feel SO good about myself. I woke up feeling beautiful and rocked my Lauratastic t'shirt. Personally i dont think i look that great but i have been getting tons of compliments. So after class me and Shan decide to go to the mall and we got some sweet perfume and ( Read more... )

      ANGEL : by Sarah Mclachlan

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In ( Read more... )

Highlights of the Year

-I met Rei
-I met Jamie
-I traveled to England, France and Mexico
-I swam with dolphins
-I got a job as a real artist

2006 was a year of opportunity for me. God truly blessed me even though i skrewed up alot. I pray that i will learn from my triumphs and failures from this year and make 2007 just as good if not better.

There is no burden greater
than to gauge yourself
by your own expectations.

I am Free to Love Myself

Thats the Angel Whispers card i pulled out of a deck in my psychiatrist's office.

And wow. Today was a complete affirmation and like...high five/hug from God.

I was telling Diane (my psychiatrist) how i hate my work and how im pissed off at myself for not being good enough and yadda bla bla blaa. She was telling me that its ( Read more... )

I freaking love my Psychatrist. She is mad awesome ( Read more... )

Ya.
I finally got my meds.

Today was a good day.

I left work early cause i had the flu and other womanly discrepancies, and hung out with Corey. We shoped the mall, ate chinese food, went to Boarders and watched Eragon (Which I loved and he hated...hahaha)

I feel alot better today. And thats good...I was starting to worry myself.

(I also memorized a ( Read more... )

Im going to Richmond Virginia tomorrow.
:(
Hurray!

RULES: Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. Ever since I can remember as a child, I always played the male roles in ( Read more... )

Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside ( Read more... )