What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

if everyone else can see it...why can't you?  

that hurt so much.

whyam I feeling this way?  why does every little thing tear me down inside and bring me to tears?  

Theres been alot on my mind lately...

I can't seem to make anyone hapy...I don't think it's possible.  Theres those people who you will never be able to please, and those people that don't like you, just because.    It really ticks me off...I try to do good, I try to please people,  but just because I don't put up with their shit or lay down and ( Read more... )

Today was one of those REALLY good days, despite all the drama that surrounds Nikkie and I, we managed to have a really good "mental health" day :)   so we went to a state park in Spencer tucked in the woods, really beautiful and clean!  it was so nice, we tanned for an hour and 1/2, whoo!  of course no results :P  so after being pestered for the ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder why people can be so thick headed...or maybe they're just being stubborn, or just plain stupid ( Read more... )

I can't seem to write unless I have my music playing...and it takes forever to load....err ( Read more... )

In every girls life theres guy she will never foret, and the summer it all began <3

"I will not make the same mistakes that you did and
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you...
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every ( Read more... )

She says "wake up, it's no use pretending ( Read more... )