Im kinda feelin alone and misunderstood. in a sense it sucks. but then again ive always been misunderstood. im sick of peoples archaic doings. Sometimes i wish my night in shining amor could just sweep me away and take me away for ever. unfortuantly people dont sweep people away beacuse eventually they just get sick of em. or other wise they just ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fun. Jess came over and we hung out until around 7. Thats when we went to justins house. then anthoney picked us up and we all went to the nakamal. i had a double shot of kava. dident do much. i was really pissed thou bc i forgot my poetry. so next week on wednsday im going to go back to the nakamal and read my poetry and not gorget ( Read more... )

Im all dressed up to go soem where. i might get jessica to hang for a while today. mike is doin stuf round the house. no biggie i love ya hun. maybe its a sign i should do homeowrk lolz. im goin to a youth group tonight. well see how it flows. tomorow im goin to then akamal with julie. how i cant wait. something i wrote last night and the day befor ( Read more... )

No school today or yesterday. Ive done nothing i should be doing like my homework. I met a new freind last night online. Madd chill and totally understands my perspectives on my thoughts. Mainly bc he feels the same way. I painted ALL day. Ineed to get out of my room. ive been locked up for 2 days. Ive never been so intact with my feelings be for. ( Read more... )

i look at old freinds journals and think " wow they are so blind" it sucks bc i could of been that some one to love but, i think maybe they dont want me, but if they are that alone and so am i maybe we could patch up eachothers patches and fllthem with love. thast an idea but will it happen NO! bc old freinds sem like lost freinds to me latly !

i woke up this morning feeling like something was eating me up inside. no sick wise but mental wise. im pretty sure i kno what it is but even so i just wish i had some one to kick the feelin out of me. ghost busters. i hate the feeling of someone breaking away from me. i knew yesterday was gonna be the last moment together. what ever he says shyt ( Read more... )

I dident go to school today beacuse it was a half day so i stayed home and hung out with joe and jon and did sum vital stuff. joe got mauled by jon's dog. later elysaand i hung out. we ate at packys and we saw chris tonight. yeah fun stuff. stupid hurricane if you ruin m weekend i will hurt your lil huricane but mooo hahahahahaa LEAVE GO TO YOUR ( Read more... )

Have you ever had a day where everything was going normal accept your more tired then usual and byt the end of the day all you know is how to cry your eyes out....

im feelin deprived. so many people that i know can just ask their parents for things with out hesitating. i cant do that. it sicks to blow your pay check on shyt that you need to live and then have nothing left over. 5.15 ....it sucks to get paid pitty money ( Read more... )

if you want you may disregard my thoughts last night. do ehat you please

its just bees knees hmmmm hmmm

thanks thou for some of my life and thank you for the end!!!