best friends means you get what you deserve...

[fairydust18]

So yeah its my bday tomorrow and for months ive been planning a big thing for this weekend and it really meant alot to me and i gave everyone sooo much notice and what do u know happens? About half the people that were planning on coming back out on it...which really hurt me...i made it down for mandys bday after a lot of drama and mess but i made

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im sick of the tallahassee drama.

[fandapop]

that's so cool of you to write a journal entry just pointing fingers at me and lauren. how many times do i have to apologize that i'm not coming up, if i had my own car, it would be a hell of a lot easier. you don't seem to understand that my mom is being strict and i can't leave til saturday morning, i can't spend the gas money to go from saturday morning, right back home sunday. its un-realistic. this entry was wrong in more then one way, you've been taking your anger out on the wrong people, first it was all lauren's blame, now matt's getting stuck being blamed. if you had something to say about me not coming up, livejournal was not the way to do it. its a lot easier to get one person down here, then twenty people up there. i can't say sorry that im not going up anymore, it doesnt seem to matter anyways. i appreciated you coming down, i really, really did, but you have the luxury of being able to pick up when you want and just go, i don't, i live with my mom for now. and even if i could leave friday night, work scheduled me

[fairydust18]

i would've told you how i felt but nobody has picked up any phones to even let me know whats going on or that you werent coming...and i didnt blame matt that whole situation was resolved between me and him and he know i didnt blame him in any way...and you didnt apoligize for not coming up, cuz you or lauren or dan or ashlee arata and christina and everyone else that arent coming now none of these people called me to tell me, none...lauren told me there was a chance of u guys not coming up...a chance..but i never got a phone call saying that everyone wasnt coming up or apoligies...i would explain how i feel about all of this if anyone would just pick up a phone and actually say "Heather Im sorry I cant come up"

[fandapop]

I left you a HUGE IM the other night explaining evertyhing.

[fairydust18]

i never got it...sometimes my aim gets kicked off and it doesnt keep any ims from before its signs me off...so maybe that was the case i really ddont know but you have to understand a little bit where im coming from not hearing from anyone like that...i just wanted to have a special night thats all...

[fandapop]

i know you wanted a special night, but it just wasn't planned out well, and therefore didn't work out. i can't stress enough that the whole distance makes a "special night" hard. i know your mad or sad or whatever, but making these journal entries which are aimed to make lauren and i feel like shit are stupid. this is getting old.