Update For The ..Week?

[fairyn]

Hey

Comments

[nihilistinlimbo]

-hugs- and Happy New Year!

[fairyn]

Thanks Joel

OKAY EVERYONE: THIS IS WHERE YOU ARE GOING TO LIST YOUR EXPECTATIONS OF ME.. NOW PLEASE. I WOULD APPRECIATE IT MORE THAN I CAN SAY, REALLY.
*Jess

[kuriku]

Why do you want to know everyone's expectations? It can't be healthy to want/try to fulfill them all...

I expect you to be happy, truly happy. And, to be a good friend ^^;

Response to Jess*

[fairyn]

I want to know so I can eliminate them! o.o From my mind.. yes.
I wish I could be truly happy. Oh and don't worry about the good friend thing. Mesa lurv you! Yes yes!

[anonymous]

Given the choice, rather to live along a written story , or to challenge the fates for another throw, a better throw against ones destiny, what is one to do?..
But does one ever truly have a choice? One can only match, move by move the macinations of fate. And thus defy the tyranus stars.

Remember that, sis.

-Bryan

[fairyn]

One day I'll be able to understand you, but until then, I remain silent. I comprehend, yes.. But the deeper meaning is left disguised. Fate.. true, it's a given. Yet, at times, I believe one can defy it. Just watch, you'll be able to look up to me always. Even though we live apart, it's still the same. And I won't let you down.. Don't fret little bro. xD

*Faye...

[fairyn]

*bounce* Didn't I show you that by staying on the phone with you last night? ^^ Thought so!

hey

[redxskies]

girl, i hope you work everything out. I agree. No one should try to fit into molds! Time is of the essence hun. Just think. that is all you need

<3
Jenn

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[fairyn]

Did you and Eric decide to stalk me at the movies?!

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[redxskies]

yes... we wanted to be your stalkers!!! I told him yeah jess is going to Mona Lisa Smile.. we should go and hunt her down!

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[fairyn]

I never woulda guessed!!! Lol, at least we can party tonight, no doubt!

[anonymous]

"no longer will i be myself" Jess never let that happen, no matter what bs people say about you. They obviously should mind themselvse and keep their comments to themselves. I've had the same things said about me, and I totally understand where you are coming from, which is completely understandable and respectable. But really, always be yourself. There are many people who love you for who you are, an will always be here by your side for you. I wish you all the best Jess! and hope things get better! *hugs*

[fairyn]

Hi Anonymous, o.o
I'm not quite sure who you are, but I have an idea. It's not that I need to get better, it's that I just need time. Nothing is wrong with me right now, and whomever you are, you seem to think that nothing is able to change who I am. Well, maybe you're right. (Could that be a good thing?) It's not that I am afraid to change, or only do so to make a statement. I do it to help others, to fit their "mold" (so to speak) to make sure I do, for them, what needs to be done. And it is those same people that, after I do what I have, say those things I have listed in my entry.
It's not that I don't want to help, def. not. I just don't know how much more of this I can take.
Thank you all for your concern.

[anonymous]

I didn't mean to imply that you were afraid to change, or that you can't change. All i meant was that there are people who do love you for who you are, and arent asking you to change or "mold" for us. You're a great person Jess, no matter what others say or try to change you into. You care about your friends and you are always there for them when they need you and that means a lot to me and, I'm sure, many of your other friends. I hope things get better and I'm here for you! *hugs*

[fairyn]

Again, thanks for the concern.
I just need some time. Maybe I'll take a break from being *me* o.o Should be interesting.. or maybe rewarding. But if myself returns before I do, hold me there till I get back.
Yeah, that.
Take Care and Happy Holidays
Who is this..?