time flies?

[fairytalefortwo]

it just really hit me that it's almost been 3 fuckin months since i've been home, 86 days to be exact. god...that's such a long time. i'm so scared that when i go home in a 12 days nothing will be the same. i'm scared that when i go hang out with my friends there'll be awkward silences and that it'll be uncomfortable because we don't all know

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grrness

[cutexw_oxthee]

doode how could there ever be awkward silence between us this entry makes me kinda ..grr mer i find it hard to make friends here to im friends with people but its not the same and its horrible because they dont everything about me and i dont want to tell them everythingthey havnt been there for me forever and idk its really hard trust me...u will never ever ever be replaced just remember that, there is so much mer towards this because u know girly that we will be friends forever!!! i wish i could say more but im tired and dont know how to say it

Re: grrness

[fairytalefortwo]

aww moo, reading your comment made me cry. i miss you so fuckin much, i feel like no one can ever know me like you do...well maybe jose...but it'll take a while. we have so much history and like, jose doesnt like seeing me lonely and emo without chickie friends so he tries to push me to make friends and idk, it just feels so hard. it's like, the more i hang out with other people the more i just want to be home hanging out with you and emily and char and erin. oh, and speaking of erin, she just told me that her last class gets out on the 21st at 4pm...and that's the day that i think you told me you get out at like noon and you were gonna have your mom or mussy pick you up. so if you want me and char will drive up and get you and have a few hours of adventureness, then go get erin. let me know. but yea...i just miss you a lot and am emo and paranoid that our friendship is gonna fade and that just makes me super sad. but yea, i was thinking that while we're home we should totally get the heart tattoos, if not on our middle

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[cutexw_oxthee]

ok good i feel better now yea that sounds great i was wondering when she was getting out and then i was going to ask u if u wanted to drive up so we could like chill in boston but i was like ahh idk if she'd want to ahh great im excited im might cry