[※] (n)ineteen :: audio
[sound of sobs and whimpers; obviously, we have a crying princess]
... Miss Estellise? What's wrong? Tell me what's wrong ...
K-Kill me ... I don't want ... I don't want to hurt anyone anymore ... p-please, just-- ...
[she's obviously very shocked at this.] M-Miss Estellise! Why would you request such a thing?!
I-I ... M-My power, I ... I can't control it! I-I don't deserve-- ... B-Belius, I don't deserve your forgiveness! I-I can't ... no!
Is she ...? Miss Estellise, please, snap out of it!
[a small gasp. she's quiet for a moment, and then she starts sobbing again]
I-I'm ... m-my power. it's ... it is an insipid poison .. I-I just ... k-kill me, before I hurt anyone-!!
( ooc: I couldn't think of anything Estelle would truly be afraid of, other than [1] Losing her friends, and [2] Hurting people with her power going out of control. So BASICALLY, what's going on is that she's re-living the time where Alexei kidnapped her and trapped her to use her power for his own means. She's remembering the people she's hurt by her power; Belius, in particular.
Yes. SPOILERS. ABOUND. )