So, I'm in Huston...it was a long boring drive!  Now that I'm here, it's great though!  I'm so greatfull for being able to get away...my life is way too chaotic!  I have to figure out how to get all ya'lls numbers again...damnit...I need Jarith's, Travis's, Chantal's, my teacher (ms. hart)'s email address...etc!!  Damn my dad!!!

Tomorrow, my cousin ( Read more... )

Ok, so I went to the show last night for once in a million years...my mom had questioned me a while before if I had done drugs that day cuz I had a bit of pink in my left eye...I freaked, WTF...I don't do drugs...yes, I have before, but I don't!!!  She started crying I guess after she dropped Kelly and I off at skate el paso.  Then, 5 min. later, ( Read more... )

Shit...I'm leaving this Thursday to Huston...I'm going to miss my best friends graduation...Sergio!!!  I just found out Saturday, I cried my ass off...I called Sergio and cried to him.  I'm going to be gone anywhere from 2 to 5 weeks....this fucking blows!  I guess it will be a good experience, we are going to go to Galveston....they have a place ( Read more... )

Ok, so my best friend, Amanda, lives in Fort Hood, and I have been missing her, so Kathy and CJ looked up how much it would cost for Kathy and I to fly there and see her.  It's $229 for round trip...they said as long as my parents are cool with it, we can go near the end of next month...SCORE!!!

I got into a fight with my dad last night...ugh, he ( Read more... )

1. Have we kissed ( Read more... )

Ok, so this is why I never hung around girls before...too much drama attached!  Let's get this straight (Cassie), Yvette might have cared a little, it's normal...but it's not normal to stand there and not do nothing or say nothing...you weren't there, so you don't know how it was.  Lets just leave it at that and end this...who gives a shit, I know ( Read more... )

Yeah, so Yvette's being a bitch...not that I really care, because apparently she wasn't a friend in the first place.

I talked to my best friend last night on the phone.  I'm going to send her a letter since she lives in Fort Hood...I swear, I'm going to move there sometime afer highschool, or I will just visit a lot.  I love Amanda...she is my soul ( Read more... )

OMFG, ok so yesturday morning I was at Yvette's house as usual, and you all remember how

fly_king_45  was talking all that crap to try to mess with Shane and I when I was still with shane.  Well, anyhow, he got in town yesturday and this morning right away he saw me and started talking shit, so I said what the fuck, your acting so immature...he was like, ( Read more... )

This is for you my dear Sachie!!!

Wow!  A friend I have had since I was little is now 2 months pregnant with her boyfriends baby.  She told me at the Slipknot concert but I didn't believe her.  Guess you were telling the truth dear.  All I have to say is cherish each other, take care of yourself Sachie, now you are taking care of two people, you ( Read more... )

Wow!  I talked to my real dad yesturday, he's in the hospital and he's going in for surgery.  I didn't care at first, I just blew it off when my step dad told me.  At church yesturday morning, I did a lot of praying and I asked God for forgiveness...I'm trying to set things right in my life...then I went to my grandma who was crying all morning and ( Read more... )