He said I looked pretty. He really said I looked pretty.

Friday was my dad's 3 year death anniversary. Same day as John's surgery. I spent all day trying not to care about john that i forgot to think about anything else, like my dad. It's all creeping up on me now. I can't stop remembering and I like it but I hate it. I hate crying so much. Everytime I cry I want to be around the people I never see ( Read more... )

I am so fucking sick of playing Mommy. Your sick, you had MINOR surgery, but you've cried wolf so many times that I dont care now. I care, and it's hard for me to ignore you, ignore your calls and desperate plee's to get me over to your house, but you're annoying now. I have homework, I have better things to do. Get your realy mom to be one for ( Read more... )

unfortunately, my phone bill is too high. I am lowering my plan and I have had texting taken off my phone completely. They said before that they couldnt do it but i made them cuz i am always tempted to do it and i now cannot do it or receive them. i am sad but happy. i cant afford 50 dollar phone bills amongst car insurance and 40 dollars for ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of you. Your crap has always bothered me, and your not even that funny or good to talk to. I'm a good liar, you believed every word I said. But now i'm sick of you, no more.

P.s.--- this isn't about John in any way shape or form and I am not being sarcastic!

I will finally be celebrating my birthday this sunday! Even though it was like 3 weeks ago! Ren Fest this sunday and thats about it. cool enough for me. I dont do too many fun things anyways. I'm sad that I dont get to hang out with John for very long tonight. He has to have din din with his great uncle. There is no such thing as a great ( Read more... )

One more hopeless, horrible, boring, sad day. How come when it comes to me, things fall apart before they ever come together? It was supposed to be special. Nothing ever is anymore.

Ok, so I have 6 Snap-on magnetic rollers, size 1 3/4". How the fuck am i supposed to use these? Tell me, cuz i really dont know.

I miss having a man around that gave a damn about me.

Damn! Jerry Lewis was pretty freakin good lookin when he was really young! Yummy!