so today was fun ( Read more... )

i have been studying for that test fro friking 3 hours. and i am so bad at it. give me any calc problem, i can prolly do it. this stuff is like... from middle school for me, and i don't remember didly squat. needless to say, it's stressing me out. and i have a shitload of school work to do that i haven't. very behind in chem. i have a C in chem and ( Read more... )

umm lots of sleep = good. i don't even know why i'm writing another entry. lol. i miss kyle even though i saw him yesterday. not a good sign. i had a dream about having lots and lots of sex with him last night. hahah. whether or not it comes true is the question. john sent me an email, and he got really trashed last night. it worries me that he's ( Read more... )

so today was wierd. definately completely burned out from rewriting my paper 3 times last night. oh well. chem was a work day, i looked at my college stuff. physics was exciting, talked about lord of the rings. in creative writing i got 19/20 on my memoir peice (yay!) and he liked my ending for it. i read my character sketch for "coffeehouse" ( ( Read more... )

so today was pretty good ( Read more... )

things have been pretty intense ( Read more... )

broke up with mario ( Read more... )

anyway, i dunno what to say ( Read more... )

i feel horrible. today i had a therapy appointment which seemd kind of pointless. and went in to talk to Beyond CHS ppl (the ones that help you with college stuff). anyway. aerobics was fine. mom just got home 20 mintues ago, and we got into a huge fight. she was like, why couldn't you tell me you were going to go talk to the ladies at BCHS? and ( Read more... )

i feel icky
and un raveled.
i guess that's it

ooooh look emo girl