New Wallpaper and other excitements...

[faithcb]

The Dawnster herself made this glorious backround for me.

(Does anyone wonder how Vampires can't see their reflection and yet they show up in pics?)

Thanks, like... times a million billion.

Hm... Current events... which are current. (That didn't make one bit of sense did it?)

What happened yesterday and today (so far)October 30th

Comments

[dawnie_summers_]

You've adopted Xander's nickname for me? *laughs/smiles*

Kinda stopped wondering, decided it was simpler to just accept that it happens.

You're more than welcome, Faith. Just glad you like it.

debatable...as to whether I am or not...

As far as all the Noah stuff goes...so very cool. And on the one hand, totally jealous, but on the other hand going, so not ready for that responsiblity full time. Charlie's cool, cause I know I can give her back...and as much as I want kids of my own, I know I'm not ready.

He didn't want to go to work again, did he? He's worse than I am about school, seriously...*laughs*

You're hanging out with Eli again?

[faithcb]

Um... Yeah... I've been hanging out around him too much lately, huh? *jokes* We should so have a girl's night... kick the guys out of the house or whatever...

Well, obviously... 'Cause pic of me and Angel right there... I wonder how he's doin'

No, I don't like it. I freakin' love it!

Let me know...

Good conclusion over all, I must say. Heck, I'm not sure I'm ready for this. It has to be the most frightening thing in the world right now... seriously. I mean... in 5 months plus I'm gonna be having a baby boy... and it's this whole other life who looks up to me... Who's gonna depend on me. For food.. love... everything. It's really scary.... the more I think about it. It's so easy to create this life. (You know... once you get past the whole hurricane of emotions and months of waiting) But, the thing is... I don't know how I'm gonna do. - Everyone keeps saying I'm gonna be a good mother... and I know I can try... I'm sure at one point Noah's going to resent me. And I haven't really had the greatest role models... (Excluding Giles

[dawnie_summers_]

No such thing as hanging around with your boyfriend too much.

As for having a girls night, all for it...just not within the next week...too much going on, packing and stuff...

You could call him, Faith.

*laughs* All good.

I will.

Faith, you don't have to be scared, you really don't. You aren't alone in this. I promise. I know this is like, huge, and like you said everyone keeps saying you'll be great. Believe them. Believe in yourself. Besides, you've always given me great advice, haven't you? You can do this. And yeah, sure, he'll probably resent you at one time or another, but I think that's just the way that goes...kids tend to resent parents when they don't get their way, or parents refuse to understand things...Ask Buffy about that one...trust me...even our mom had moments we werent so fond of her... But even then, you have an advantage over Mom...you have Xand with you, two parents for Noah to get annoyed at. *smirks* Seriously though, he's gonna adore you. You'll be a good mom. You're a good friend to me, and amazingly

[faithcb]

Glad you think so.

Okay.

Yeah, I could... He called a little while ago... remember?

Good.

Still scared... but trying to take you advice. And, God... I know how lucky I am to have Xand with me... a month or two ago.... I don't think I could be doing this without him. I only hope I'm an amazingly loving and supportive girlfriend to Xander. *laughs*

Yup... he did listen. Good boy.

*clears throat* I'm not sure.

[dawnie_summers_]

Who am I gonna tell?

And you so wouldn't. You threatened to that first day you were back and didn't follow through then either.

And you're gonna suddenly be so forth-coming with it now? Why don't I believe that?

(thread was getting too long...)

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[faithcb]

Anyone you know.

And... I so would! Hello! Need I remind you about the insane pregnant lady with crazy hormones... of course I'd start crying right after, but you don't want to dare me right now, Dawn, believe me... you don't.

Because I'm not gonna me.

Uh-huh... you think?

[dawnie_summers_]

I wouldn't do that Faith, and you know it.

Okay, fine, under normal circumstances, you wouldn't though. And yeah, but the crying, you most definitely would...but I also think yourself preseveration instinct might stop you anyway...

You know, it really isnt fair that you know mine, and wont tell me yours...

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[faithcb]

I know.

Damn preseveration instincts.

Yeah.. I know.