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[faithlessfool]

I've been pregnant before. Right around the time Jake and I eloped. One night, we were at the lake, sitting and talking. He said something that set me off. I walked away, feeling sick and couldn't catch my breath. I collapsed onto the ground

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[deadstars]

Jessi, I'm so sorry. I had no idea. That's something you should never have to go through alone. Please don't blame yourself. I don't what else to say, really, except that I always read what you post here. I feel more like a stalker than a friend... but I am sending you a mental hug from afar.

[faithlessfool]

Yeah, it's okay. I'm not alone. I have Jake, although things have been getting increasingly more difficult and taxing lately. I just tend to have about an hour a day alone where a million things run through my mind, and today that was the main topic.

Just am a little disoriented at not being in school, and working forty hours a week, not seeing any friends but Jake's friends. I mean, I guess they're mine too, but it's different... They've known him longer, they like him. With me it's just like a tag-along feeling.

Heh. I'm ranting now. Sorry.