I was thinking about this and it now just kinda finally hit me...i dont know if thats bad or w/e but still.....Everyones basically already gone...they are all at college making new friends and becoming most likely succesful..like becky left a week or so ago..caleb left a couple days ago and jen is leaving in a little less than two weeks...my time ( Read more... )

I feel so lost and alone right now..i hate it...i cant stand this feeling...but it wont go away..i dont mean to cuz problems i really dont..they just happen and it really sucks...it feels like im floating and nothing is gonna grab me or pull me down as of right now...this is awful...i never felt like this before..its new..and i dont like it... ( Read more... )

And just stop
Putting so much stock
In all of this stuff
Live your life for those you love

And I’m still waiting for
You to be the one I’m waiting for..

Just putting it up because someone special should read it :) cuz thats how i feel and i love her.

Allie:: Why didn't you write me? Why? It wasn't over for me. I waited for you for seven years, now it's too late ( Read more... )

So im up and ready for work..ugh...9 - 430 thats the longest ive ever worked at this place in one time..hopefully it goes by fast tho...things have been going good lately..nothing to complain about..people start leavin for college soon..kinda depressing but as long as they keep in touch it wont matter lol..yea well thats about it..im wicked tired ( Read more... )

blah blah blah soo bored....maybe ill write later...like not in this lol but yea things have been goin smoothly i suppose..well anyway im gonna try and stop the boredom later

*<3 i love you so much*

Hey thats pretty good i guess lol

You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream
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Well im up and ready for work :/..maybe i got up too early..im really tired....i wonder what ill do after..maybe jen still wants to go to the movies..or just hang out..im not sure.....i feel weird...something seems worng...i wonder what it is....ugh i dont really want to work today..not in the moood at all...freakin contacts...why do you bother my ( Read more... )