"Am I suppose to put my life on hold? Becuase you don't know how to act and you don't know where your life is going..."

Sitting at home, watching Grey's, and trying to keep the labradors under control. Which is not as simple as I thought it was going to be. I don't know why my mother would ever want three of them. Barnie is determined to sit in my ( Read more... )

To be honest, it seems like we are going down this road again. People telling us this isn't a good idea, and others saying it is. We are finally really being open with each other. There is so much honesty. You're starting to reflect more on the past then I am. You bring up things that make me all red, and then tell me something embarassing about ( Read more... )

Before I take my dogs outside to play. lets update you on some things going on ( Read more... )

I was in Florida for little over a week and everything has changed.

Adam: It wasnt like "oh aftons gone! time to get a girlfriend!". It's a long complicated story.

Probably not one I am going to want to hear.

79 Degrees. English and German boys everywhere. Turning into a small black child. Amazing new converse and bracelet. Heated pools. Bacardi Peach with Fanta.
But I want my bed with my cats in it. My room with the hole. My mom's home cooked meals that she makes up. My friends. Hookah saturdays. Adam's kisses. My second family.

Only 3 days to go

I leave for Florida in 3 days. I couldn't even begin to tell you how excited I am. I am going to be away from it all. I get to lay in the sun and soak up the warm weather. I get to go to Disney World and Universal Studios. I am probably not going to miss Michigan one bit. Except for Adam. We are spendning a day together before I leave. I can't wait ( Read more... )

So my sister and I decided to redo my room. Well we were cleaning everything out and then i moved my bed and the carpet looked funny. So my dad started ripping it out and the corner and about a 2 foot wide, 7 foot tall part of my wall is all black mold. I COULD HAVE DIED! So now I have to wait longer to do my room. This really sucks, majorly. She ( Read more... )

I had another breakdown today, and all I wanted was you ( Read more... )

Ever have that feeling where your heart drops into your stomach and you feel like crying? I got that today. I wish I could have helped it. I wanted to break down and cry but I didn't want to make a fool of myself. It's so dumb, I have all these feelings for you but we have never been together and probably never will be. I wish it would just all go ( Read more... )

I hate the fact that when I kiss you, I can't pull away. I hate the fact that when you smile at me, I cant help but smile back. I hate the fact that when you play with my hands I get butterflies in my stomach. I hate the fact that you'll never see how much I truly want to be with you and how badly I need you ( Read more... )