well I haven't updated in like forever, but I guess I'll start up again. I know I always say that, but I'll really try this time. It's a good way to get things out
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AWWW, BETHANY, THAT BROUGHT TEARS TO MY EYES. @#$#$^^#$%@ THIS MUSIC IS NOT HELPING.
I'm really proud of you! Watching you this past month has put me in complete awe of how strong a person you are. When I went through what you did, I blocked everyone out because they couldn't understand an inkling what I was going through - for THREE WEEKS. Then I went to a hospital. You know this already. I just want you to know how very proud I am of you. :)
I'm really glad you had the unbelieveable strength to listen to me as you were riddled with emotion. I think you taught me just as much as I taught you. You really don't owe me as much as you think you do! It was a great experience for me to help you.
Even though I have an idea about what this is about, I just want you to know that even though I am away for most of the year, I am still here for you (if that makes any sense.
This post almost made me cry (I have tears in my eyes right now) because I realized how cut off I am from my closest friends and I know that I need to do something about that.
I just want you to know that if you ever need someone to talk, I'll be there, whether through email or phone you can talk to me if you need to and when I'm home, I'll do my best to get together with you so that we can talk about our lives if need be.
I'll always be there from you, even when you feel like no one is with you, just know that I will be, whether in the flesh or in spirit.
awww robin, I didn't mean to make you feel bad, you have helped me and you didn't even know it. And this is for everyon. Believe me, not many people knew about this right away and there are people that STILL don't know about it. Heck, not even my own parents know the full story... and they're the best friends I could ever have. You, sydney, beth, laura, christa, lauren, david, emily, I've known you all since at least middle school. Refer to jennifer's message, you guys are locked inside myself and we have a bond such that your mere existance tells me you're already there and you have already helped without a word being said. Robin when we were having fun with matchage.com the other day I was very happy just talking to you. I could have said something to you, but because I was talking to you, I had something to keep my mind off of my problems. You are one of those people that can distract me from my pain... I wasn't trying to keep things from you at all, please don't feel bad. I am glad I have you as a friend, and I'm just letting you
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u didn't make me feel bad...it's just that I realized that I wasn't as connected and it's good to know that I actually did help even if only to distract you from the pain (btw I now have 3 votes, avg... 17.7, wtf!!!) Yea, it is a lil harder to talk to ppl that are further away, I kno that from personal experience and can understand why u turned to ur neighborhood of friends for help.
Bethany i love u soo much...ur more than a friend...more like a sister to me, u are my one true BFF ^_^ and always will be. words cannot express how proud i am of u and how fast u got back on ur feet...im glad that u found my exsistance helpfull when i felt like i was just a bother >< but really, u kno that i am here 24 7 doesnt matter what time just call lol and u know thats the truth ^^ Just remember to keep ur head held up high when ur feeling down cause u have so many ppl around u who love and stand by u in everything u do. and sometimes u just need to let go and relax...let things roll off ur shoulder. ur a strong person, and u dont give up even when the going gets tough thats y ur such a great person.
I love you, kid. You have one of the kindest most unselfish hearts of anyone I've ever met. I'm glad you're figuring stuff out, and adapting. You know I'm a phonecall away if you need anything. ♥ Also, we should hang out. All the time. Because I have my car, and I miss you.
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I'm really proud of you! Watching you this past month has put me in complete awe of how strong a person you are. When I went through what you did, I blocked everyone out because they couldn't understand an inkling what I was going through - for THREE WEEKS. Then I went to a hospital. You know this already. I just want you to know how very proud I am of you. :)
I'm really glad you had the unbelieveable strength to listen to me as you were riddled with emotion. I think you taught me just as much as I taught you. You really don't owe me as much as you think you do! It was a great experience for me to help you.
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This post almost made me cry (I have tears in my eyes right now) because I realized how cut off I am from my closest friends and I know that I need to do something about that.
I just want you to know that if you ever need someone to talk, I'll be there, whether through email or phone you can talk to me if you need to and when I'm home, I'll do my best to get together with you so that we can talk about our lives if need be.
I'll always be there from you, even when you feel like no one is with you, just know that I will be, whether in the flesh or in spirit.
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I'm always here
--Pillow
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Just remember to keep ur head held up high when ur feeling down cause u have so many ppl around u who love and stand by u in everything u do.
and sometimes u just need to let go and relax...let things roll off ur shoulder.
ur a strong person, and u dont give up even when the going gets tough thats y ur such a great person.
I LOVE U OH SO TO MUCH lol ><
im here always
~JJ
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