life is changing

[fakelight]

I finally broke up with Nam, two days before my birthday. It hurt, but it was the right thing to do. I read Nam's LJ and cry... I wish I could have somehow not hurt him, but that would have been literally impossible. I've always had doubts in our relationship... well, there have always been times with doubt. Always things I wish he was that he wasn

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[lukerson59]

If I had to have it any way, I figure complete and blunt honesty is the way to have it

[fakelight]

Of course you can call me. I'm not a heartless bitch. Feel free to call, Nam, whenever you want.

I would love to be able to hang out again, but not soon, I agree. I'm gonna miss the movie watching and playing scrabble and the HOWZ and the guys, in general. Gonna miss cheese garlic bread, too :x

However, I'd like my towel back, and I'd like to give you some cookie cake before it goes bad... so you should prolly stop by again sometime in the near future.

I know you'll always love me. I'll always love you, just like I love Brian and Nick. It's not something that goes away. Love doesn't leave just because a person does.

Thank you for wishing me luck. I really appreciate it. I kinda hope someday you can meet him, and not want to tear his brains out. It'd be nice for us to all be able to get along.

I still like hearing your voice, so please don't hesitate to call when you want. I'm not going to eat you.

Oh Emily

[hario]

<3
Best Wishes. My heart goes out to you.