I have been attempting to save up with various ways to try getting a computer. I'm not doing half bad either considering I can already pay off next months rent. I do really need a computer and I was figuring I would need about 2000 dollars for the computer, apple care, and an external hard drive. I still have a ways to go, but hey, its all I can ( Read more... )

For once it happened ( Read more... )

God dammit!!!! Why you tell me that shit?! Damn!

Its back...

With classes starting for everyone again, and some news I got breifly, I figure I would give everyone bullet points on "How to fuck up a chance ( Read more... )

Today I picked up my sketchbook and a pencil for the first time in....forever. It was overly shitty, scribbled piece of shit.

I guess its a start.

I went to borders a few days ago and picked up a book on beginners web design.

I'm asking around for people who want to start a band.
I went to ikea and bought a bed and a squishy blanket.

Yep.

I just had a nightmare that I was in a car assembling a mans prosthetic arm. It was in many different pieces. They formed a rusted claw (think dr. Claw from inspector gadget.). As soon as I finished, he turned off into a dark wooded area, then into a parking lot completely fenced in. There was a shopping cart on fire filled with what looked like ( Read more... )

For what its worth, I really try. I've never been particularly amazing at anything, but I really put forth all of me into making an effort. There are a few people that I really do this for. Its not so much for me...its more to prove myself to other people. Whether it be positive or negative ( Read more... )

Holy busy week. This week my ass moved. I basically lived by the burn it down and start over principle. I left behind a lot of shit I just straight up didn't need or didn't want. The last night of me being there I had heather helping me move and she took a lot of my stuff, but she didn't want to make anymore trips. So in my posession I had 2 ( Read more... )

When you think someone is gone for good, you accept it and move on. You learn what is in the past is done. It never happened. And now it never will. You know, it is over ( Read more... )

The past few days have not only instilled my faith in new jobs, but have helped me loose faith in old jobs. Bosses side in obvious us vs them scenarios with them. Then new jobs end in rise against and stagedives. I know for a fact I'm going to like hard rock more. Sure, people suck no matter where you go...but most places don't have the "only ( Read more... )