so many things have been going on its stupid. horrable, good, fun, pointless, mindboggling things. im hoping i can keep on keepin on. but i might not be here for to much longer. we'll see.

sometimes i wonder.
i hope your the one to take with me.
the walls are spinning now,
flashbacks gone arye or just maybe all the burbon.
why do you always glisten in the dark?

the way to your mystery is through your innocence.

i need to find a room mate.
and then from their an appartment.

my name is erin and i have no better thought it my head than this:
nothing is truly alive until it is afraid to die.
sort of pathedic i know but i feel like i havnt written anything in this in a long time.
so their you have it.

lately i have been going out quite a bit. not that much has changed but ive been controlling my alchol intake "abit"better ( Read more... )

the movie amityvill(e?) is stupid
i hate movies with graphic images like that
today was a horrable day with mind breaking events.
love erinc

ive noticed that
i become extremly cynical when i drink now.
im getting karma back in the whole girl department.
and its not easy.
why cant things just be easy

all you are is a reappearing dream taken from a snapshot photo from the "good days ( Read more... )

sometimes things are just fucked.
and no matter how hard you try they will never fix themselves the way you want
and most of the time old times will never be the way they were

i went to hell for acouple days
it was more than i could have wished for.

youll see.