So pretty much I'm single & it sucks.
My standards are just way too high for Fayetteville.

The past 4 days I was in Kure Beach staying at Lauren's beach house with her and her cousin, Taylor. Taylor is a rising senior at Pinecrest and I haven't seen her since we were about 8. I followed Lauren down there Monday expecting to stay for 1 night, but it was so much fun I decided to stay 3 nights.
I was only going to stay for 2 days because I ( Read more... )

I got fired from IHOP after working there for a week. 
What a fucking waste of time.
Martha can rot in fucking hell. She's a  HEARTLESS BITCH.

Now I have to somehow find another job. Oh man, I'm so broke. There goes my plan to get 200 jumps by my birthday...

P.S. I was supposed to take my Senior Portraits today but due to the 7 inches of rain we've ( Read more... )

TOP 25 MEMORIES FROM JUNIOR YEAR
(in no particular order)

1. My first skydive!
2. The parties in Spin's apartment (all the bogus lies Autumn & I told our parents, having to hide the guys in my car, Dwitt)
3. Neil 11/12, 1/7, 3/7
4. Z-HILLS with autumn, spin, & my bro (The Village Inn, drive-thru liquor stores, a lot of pot)
5. Thanksgiving Boogie at CSS ( Read more... )

TRACK IS OVERRRR ( Read more... )

Haven't been on here in a while so...

1. Prom was FANTASTIC. I danced for 2 1/2 hours straight & it was incredible! Afterwards I couldn't even party I was too exhausted.

2. Autumn graduated from Basic on Friday & I got to make a couple jumps with her that afternoon.

3. Regionals was Saturday so I didn't get to see her leave, which really pissed me ( Read more... )

I don't want to delete that previous entry
but fuck
that's pathetic
that's not me

I'm stonger than that

I'm a masochist. Honestly, I am.
& I'm pathetically desperate for love.
I can't go a day without thinking about Neil. & the worst part is that I know that he doesn't miss me. Most likely, he just regrets getting involved with some high school girl.
Whatever the case, I miss him terribly & I know it'll be a while before I find someone else like him ( Read more... )

What have you done so far in 2006?:
1. Have you had a gf/bf? yes i suppose
2. Have you had your birthday? nope
4. Gotten high? hell yeah
6. Cried? yeah
7. Has someone close to you pass away? nope
8. Pulled an all nighter? fuck that I need sleep
9. Drank Starbuck's? yeah in times square
10. Went shopping? haha yeah in NYC
11. Been camping? nope
12. ( Read more... )

I'm really, really happy with the way my life is going right now.

this has already been a great Spring Break & is only going to get better. (knock on wood)