*sigh*

[fakingitall]

More often now I sit back and think, "What the fuck happened?" I used to be very friendly. I had so many friends and then one day I woke up and had none. I love Jay to death, but even he agrees that I can't spend all my time and energy on him. I need at least that one special friend that I can talk to and have fun with and just be retarded with.

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[leav_me_2_bleed]

Hey... wow do I relate to that! The beginning of last year was wonderful and then something happened and it's like everything fell a part. Now it's just, nothing seems to go right. I have 'people I sort of converse with' it's nothing like it was before. It sucks to screw up and not be able to do anything about it or have people screw you over and you're just standing there and thinking 'wtf just happened?' All I know is that I have had a 'best friend' on and off my entire life and it's getting to the point where I can't relate to others the way I used to... *stands there and wonders 'wtf just happened'* lol ... Idk I thought I would just randomly put my two cents in because... I can... just know that you aren't the only one. AND hopefully as we grow older people will start to be easier to relate to...
~*Alisha*~