Comments | fakingvege: OMG!

fakingvege

OMG!

Aug 26, 2004 09:09

to whom it may concern, you cannot call me at 2:30 and say you are going to drive 5 hours to see me so that you get here late and then i have to leave for work and leave you there feeling like a bad friend bc i had to work. and i dont like that i feel so pressured. and why did you have to hang up on me twice? and why did you not listen when i ( Read more... )

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girlspoop August 26 2004, 07:32:45 UTC

I don't know what happened between you and Mark last night, and what it has to do with me, but since you directed me to read this, I figure that means you want my opinion or consider my view on this important.

I think we all have to redefine what "support" and "understanding" really means. Let's not do this actively, though. Let's not spend many lonely nights pondering how our friends really feel about the decisions we are making. It's like I've been saying: you have to let go of the control and just let things fall where they should on their own. The meaning of all of this stuff with come to us naturally.

We may feel pushed away and pushed around, we may feel misunderstood and whispered about. It might be all in our heads, or it might be legitimate. But why should we be concerned? Isn't our own opinion the most important to us? If we think we are right, then isn't that what matters the most ( ... )

thanks fakingvege August 26 2004, 09:51:34 UTC

i really like the missing puzzle peice. i still always feel like others are the missing peice and i just cant help it sometimes. i feel a lot more whole now that laura and i have worked things out adn let go of a lot of anger.
i was frustrated with mark bc he wants things when he wants things the way he wants it and sometimes it isnt fair to others. but he gets angry and acts immaturely and i dont know how to react. how many times am i gonna let him yell at me or hang up on me for things taht arnt really a big deal?

i liked what you wrote to mark so i wanted to see what you thought about all this. but i always want to see what you think about everything. how come ur always writing entries but ur not online?

marcel is wise beyond his years.