Guidance

[falar]

Hmm.

I wish that this whole finding out what you're to do worked faster. I don't like this whole ... not knowing. I wish God would show up so I could wrestle with Him and not let go until I got my destiny.

Maybe that's what I'm supposed to be doing.

Comments

[sarah_bearah]

Or maybe you're supposed to be learning to wait patiently, and/or to be OK with NOT knowing... just a thought, and probably not helpful, but oh well.

[zenhansei]

A lot of people change major jobs 2 or 3 times throughout their lives. Not knowing what you want to be at this age is perfectly normal. People change so much from their 20s and 30s that the ideal job now may not seem to be the ideal job later.

[diggerthemole]

Man, if that happened, we'd totally have to stop calling you Jesse, and that'd be weird.

[felis_stellaria]

Yeah, I know, it totally stinks to not know. And then there is that second-guessing about am I supposed to be going out and actively working at figuring it out in some manner or just trusting God to sort it out. Unfortuneately I've realized that I'm still in that wait and see area as to the possibility of my taking a vow of cellibacy, and I hate it, because I really, REALLY want to have that decision over and done with so I can stop wondering how the heck I could possibly be any good for any man who could end up with me.

Um...yeah...

I'm praying for ya. Some day you're gonna see God's perfect plan in regard to this, I know it, I just hope it's sooner rather than later.