Thoughts

Dec 31, 2005 11:53

I don't mean to make anyone sad, but I just needed to lay out my thoughts and post them somewhere.



The icon I have chosen reminds me of Laura and I. Me being the Kevin lover and her the Nick lover. The words are true, as I still need her, but even though she may not be here physically, she is still here as my guardian angel.

Laura, was a true friend. Someone who always was there for me and supported me through thick and thin. She was so easy going and I rarely ever saw her get mad. She wanted the best for me, for my future as a teacher. She always wanted to know when I had an interview and how it went. When I didn't get the job, she had encouraging words to boost me back up. She was an aspiring writer and had written many wonderful pieces. She was absolutely brilliant!

I'll never forget the first time Laura came to my house. I am surprised she actually came back, lol. We were at my house and then we decided to go for a walk. So we went on this nature walk (as I called it) around my old neighborhood. Halfway through the walk, a car came behind us slowly. I got paranoid and thought they were following us. Laura looked at me like I was strange, but we ended up walking faster. Sure enough, Laura was right and they pulled into the garage at a house. So yeah, I made a fool of myself, but Laura didn't care.

Laura and I went through many changes and with that many obsessions. Our first noted obsession was Power Rangers. Yes, we were nerds. I won't go into details, because you all will make fun of us, but let's just say we did some embarassing stuff. Laura and I put that behind us, but we always made sure to have a good laugh when we brought it up. Our next obsession was baseball. My favorite was Javy Lopez and her's was Alex Rodriguez. We spent a TON of money on cards and watched games all the time. That was definately a costly obsession. After baseball died down, we entered the Backstreet Boys zone. I was the culprit here and began loving them with their first single 'Quit Playing Games With My Heart'. We created a website, a online magazine against Howie (poor Howie), attended concerts, and bought TONS of memorablia. We met 4 out of 5 of them on different occassions, saw them in concerts across California and Nevada (San Jose, Bakersfield, San Diego, LA, Las Vegas). We saw them on the Jay Leno show 4 years ago and Laura and Sally slept outside all night for us to see them. It was because Laura and Sally that I met Kevin that very same day. I will never ever forget that day. Just 4 months ago we were in Vegas, enjoying the comeback of the Backstreet Boys. I am SO glad that worked out and that we were able to enjoy the concert together one last time.

I am going to miss my friend Laura-Cakes. I miss her so much already. But God has another angel watching over me. I feel privelaged to have known Laura and I thank God for giving me such a wonderful friend. I will never ever forget you Laura.
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