whoa buddy!

[falconkeep]

well here we go folks, it has actually happened. i got up the courage that it took and finally had my one last look at the situation i have hated for so long. boy it feels good to be out of there. on monday night (as some of you already know) i stayed with my friend because i couldn't handle being in that house one more second. uber madd props to

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[burnandshiver]

Good luck sweets. I know you don't know me but I wanted to say I do know it can be a hard step.

I left home at 17 and have never been back so if you need someone to talk to...well, some stranger in Carrboro is here.

[falconkeep]

thanks that's really cool of you. it is getting increasingly harder because all my friends who i know care a whole lot are trying to get me to go home and i am still not quite ready. i think i will though. i am like seeing myself type this and thinking that it is some character flaw or something or like i want to apologize for not having a stronger will or something but i am beginning to think that my home, as imperfect as it truly is, is what i got and it is really not all that bad.
and i want to be able to do it on my own and think i probably could, but i really don't want to, especially because i don't have to. thanks again.
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[burnandshiver]

I don't think wanting to be in your home is a character flaw. To the contrary, I think learning to embrace flaws and realizing that people cannot be perfect is a sign of strength and maturity.

[anthos1995]

good for you!