so i am not kicked out and no longer in trouble. my parents are like "we're gunna stay out of your school life and if you fuck up it's on you." i'm like thank God. so i am not grounded anymore but the thing is that i have already severed my emotional strings with them and they are like "i love you too much to let you go" okay, thanks. anyway so i ( Read more... )

i think i'm gunna make a rhyme. she single handedly had my NYC trip canceled because i talk in her class. so i am also grounded for all of spring break. well here's to you fuckin whore. anyway in better news my Lord has made it clear to me how awesome He/She is recently. i have realized that i have the 5 or 6 best fuckin friends ever possible. that ( Read more... )

do you ever get those horrible teachers, you know the ones, who schedule a huge test for the day before breack knowin good and well that you got your eyes on the prize (or your plane tickets to NYC as it were) and your not gunna study. and it kills you the night before cuz you're like "damn i kno i need to study but i just... don't wanna" that shit ( Read more... )

oh yeah antos, look at www.dead-baby-joke.com/ its halarious
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what a fucked up weekend man!!! i fuckin hate my life right now, at least my home life. finally for the first time my friends got the idea that calling people makes them feel better and my fuckin parents wouldn't fuckin let me talk to them. the biggest thing is that i got offered a job and i know i could take care of myself and shit. that's looking ( Read more... )

so at this point i am doing worse in school than i ever have before. as a result my parents act like they care by punishing me. my feelings are that if they did care, they would have paid attention earlier and caught this before it got so bad. another option is to chill the fuck out and let me get out of it the way i got into it. my thing is that i ( Read more... )

i just got back from the play godspell put on by a local highschool. i went because i knew one of my friends would be there with one of her friends, not to mention it had to do with christianity, something i am fervantly trying to learn about. i invited one of my good friends who is a christian and said that she had loved the play every time she ( Read more... )

so right now i am questioning my spirituality (or lack thereof) and it's really frustrating. on one hand, what i ve been told about Jesus is awesome. all he did, his teachings, how much of a cool guy he was, striving to be like that, that's all great. on the other hand i don't buy into the whole, judgment and evangelism that is so strongly ( Read more... )