stuffed

[falin4the1stime]

my tummy is beyond stuffed. yea i ate a lot today. i think that has a little to do with depression. oh well. thats life. im so tired of my day to day. i suppose i really just need to grow up. it seems as if no one knows me anymore. my own boyfriend doesnt even know me altho he knows me better than all the others. its like i constantly have this

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survival

[aiseop]

I undertand everything that your going through girl, the struggles youve endured. But look at where ur at, you've made it, and u should stand proud of where ur at. You have a life ahead of you, waiting for u to begin writting a new chapter. I know its hard to really accept it, but trust me babygirl u are not alone in this world. Not only do i understand what u feel inside, and the battles that u fight, but i know it, because i have been there. and i continue to be there. So i may not be able like phil too tell u that i love you and be there for u, but what i can offer u is my hand,and knowing the fact that your not alone, becuase ive been there, i know what u feel inside. if u eva need me girl u know where to find me, because i know exactly truely what u feel. Theres a life beyond chicago girl, and its waiting for u to grasp it. right now your going through battles in a war, but the end result is you conquering it, and having a victory to relish in, your victory will be an entire new life for u. becuase u deserve true hapiness

Re: survival

[falin4the1stime]

thank you so much babygirl. i love you and i appreciate the knowledge that you're there. you're amazing and we can both do this :)

books are mahvelous

[anonymous]

i've found that reading answers all of my questions in life, just at different times and after the fact and before all that.. so i think for you i'd say an excerpt from Walden would be sufficient.. i don't know the exact words, couldn't begin to say them properly, but they fit along with what you were saying about the ups and downs of your life. you have extreme highs and extreme lows, kinda highs and kinda lows, and then your mediums where you jus don't give a rats patootie.. well, as Thoreau said, you gotta just keep living. you gotta get through it because you never know when your next up or your next down might be. but you do know that eventually you'll get the opposite of what you've got. it's just a part of life. as you said, you have to learn to help yourself before others can help you but there are people there for you. whether it be someone you know or someone you just recently started talking to and have never met ;).. personally, i find talking to strangers about my problems is the best things simply because they give you