why do I always do this with matters of the heart? Why do I over think, rush in, start to dream? I am so full of paranoia right now I can't think clearly. and its a shame, I have so much to do
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First off...*Ben's BIG Bear hug* Next, let's try 4-fold breathing, which is a soothing coping mechanism a good friend of mine has been trying to teach me...actually, it'd be good if I did it myself for a change, lol...well, in any case, would it help if I said that what you are feeling is absolutely normal and I would so totally have the same thought cycle? And, the fact that you're worried about these things and you're scared...it's a scary thing, I can agree. It sounds like a "New Cheese" scenario...I just read this book about how to deal with the changes in your life, from work to personal and such...and, I am just as petrified of things myself. As for the paranoia over Caitlynn, yeah, I can't blame you there either. Not that worrying is all that healthy, but then again, natural instinct, and worrywart is what I am best...unfortunately. Believe you me, if a girl pursued me and we kissed for 4 days and then fell out of touch since Friday, I'd probably be overanalyzing the situation myself...us humans are indeed complicated that way
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