sometimes i open an IM ( Read more... )

i got to drive through sugar house last night while dustin kensrue was blasted on the stereo. amazing place. amazing album. amazing people ( Read more... )

and re-do my life ( Read more... )

"She's the one who decided she needed to graduate early. And she frikin moved away right after to go to hair school. If she wants to be out on her own, she shouldn't be asking for help from us. She shouldn't be crawling home. Especially after I paid so much frikin' child support. Where did it go ( Read more... )

and think how when i went into the midnight air the biting cold reminded me how messed up I am ( Read more... )

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throughout all my crushes ( Read more... )

yet so not ready to be called an adult.

this feels really weird.

and it's not a birthday without waking up to random decorations and surprises by my mommy. :(

"my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
so won't you kill me?
so i'll die happy."

i lay awake thinking about all these situations around me. i can't ever sleep. i obsess over them. why don't i have that? what do i lack? am i really that bad of a person ( Read more... )

i got the job at hot topic. that's so much better than the job i had ( Read more... )