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OK.
so i totally take back that last post.
i was being dramatic.
and i want to tell all of you something.
NEVER TAKE PEOPLE FOR GRANTED.
seriously i was starting to have second thoughts about clayton and like... i prayed that god would give me a sign... weather this was wrong or right... and.... well saturday night ... he showed me.

clayton had hung up ( Read more... )

I AM SO HAPPPPPPPY :]


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so.
im coming home this weekend.
but only for this weekend.
me and chelsea are going to tbs and angels and airwaves together on saturday.
god i miss her sooooo much.
and yeah.
if anyone wants to do anything let me know kkk :]

i get too see my baby clayton too <3

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GOALS TO COMPLETE DURING SUMMER-

- stop smoking.
- stop lying. completly... about anything.. i wanna be honest because i would feel sooooooo much better. this is mainly about being honest with my mom becasue i feel like i owe her that much.
- see my dad and stay there and spend alot of time with him.
- loose alot of weight.. start excersising and have ( Read more... )

OH MY FUCKING GOD AOINDOASINDOIOASHDASDUBASONSOIDNSOIND.

I JUST TALKED TO MY DAD ON THE PHONE FOR AN HOUR.
FOR ANY OF YOU WHO KNOW ME... YOU KNOW HOW MUCH OF A BIG DEAL IT IS.
ITS BEEN 5 YEARS.
I WAS A DADDYS GIRL.
WOW.
IAJDNAONDOINDS

I FEEL LIKE A HUGE HOLE IN MY HEART HAS BEEN FILLED AND I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NO REASON TO BE ANGRY ANY MORE, WOW. HAHAHA MY ( Read more... )

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