i woke up this morning ( Read more... )

nothing endures, not a tree, not a love, not even a death by violence

fuck yeah motherfucker ( Read more... )

i still stay awake all nights some nights
i still feel like i have been washed ashore somewhere
i still thrash inside myself all the time
i still fall in love with her again every time i see her
i still have so much hope
just now i want to retire

so yeah. saturday i had a cheeseburger at olneyville system before the benefit at redrum. and yes, it was good. six years vegetarian ending good. and no, i wasn't drunk. also, i now have a phone. and am in love. yeah, big changes.

there are some days that i look forward to because i know where exactly i was that day a year ago. two years ago. five and fifteen years ago. i can even correctly guess (when we go far enough back in time in my life) where i was on july third when i was four years old ( Read more... )

clean shaven finally ( Read more... )

i tried to post this two weeks ago and somehow it disappeared into the computer, only to be barfed back up by cyberspace this afternoon. hmm, weird, no wonder i traded my computer for bike parts ( Read more... )

i awoke at one today to a phone call ( Read more... )

there was a time when i took the way ( Read more... )