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Janis Joplin
From Ball and Chain ( Read more... ) -
It's all inside
It's funny how easily I can seem to understand myself at times. It seems like, increasingly, metaphors and symbolism are a way to hide from what's really going on inside. There is no pretty way of saying, "I don't like myself much right now" or, "I'm incredibly lonely and think I might latch onto the first person who might show me love." It's so ( Read more... ) -
Covering the north and south poles
ag‧o‧ny /ˈægəni/ Pronunciation Key - [ag-uh-nee ( Read more... ) -
the possible is
And every day I get closer to drastic
and every day I perfect my compareandcontrast
and sometimes I consider my resources and abilities
and somehow keep coming up with the same conclusions
I wish this fear would just go away.
could you get any further from me? -
I have no idea where you really are
But somehow I seem to know exactly what you are.
Made to fit perfectly in the palm of my hand and crease of my pocket.
Made to go everywhere with me, pocket book perfection.
But in a different language. -
how thin the layers really are
It's hard to realize that I'm still a person through the horrible mistakes I've made in my life. It's hard to imagine that now there are things about me that I feel I could never share with another human being. The fear of feeling that you will be a monster to every new person in your life makes for a horribly unhealthy stagnation. Hearing another ( Read more... ) -
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There are so many, almost too many, things I'd like to say. Almost feels like there are many things I almost have to say. To remind myself that I'm still here? To remind you that I'm still here? I still feel ( Read more... ) -
oh, what fun we have
Post the first sentence(s) of the first post of each month of 2005 ( Read more... ) -
happy birthday?
Went to sleep early last night...hung out with Paul and didn't do anything. It was so nice. My sister called me in the morning to sing to me, my mom in the afternoon, saw my daddy at work, Paul called me and Chris called me and of course wonderful Isa sent me an email. None of the rest of my friends bothered to call, email, text, nothing...but then ( Read more... )