another day closer

Jul 04, 2005 13:43

Just got back from seeing my uncle. He hasn't eaten for 9 days now and he won't ever eat again. He looks exactly like my grandpa and within the next week he'll fall into a coma and never wake up again. never wake up again. Just like my grandpa. I hate it.I have no room for any other pain. I'm already overloaded in that area. I don't think ( Read more... )

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Hmm em0ry42 July 20 2005, 09:21:10 UTC
It's interesting you'd say your pain tolerance is filled for him, that implies that there would be some pain in even acknowledging some of your friends...

Again, I'm not belittling what you're going through, but there's a difference between needing your space and pushing away your friends.

No one even knows why you're mad at everyone, and you say you need your space but you've been pushing me away since before you even knew your uncle was dying...

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