I don't know myself, I don't know my current person/ or ality. I conflict my every move and though. I was meant to be this moral righteous person, a changer, goals ambitions, where did these go? If I don't know who I am, how can I expect anyone else to know me, or want to? If im not growing closer to myself, how can I grow closer to others? My ( Read more... )

Well drown it out, drown it out til all is saturated and we'll suffocate under these words that keep trying to escape from out throats that are so filled witht this liquid. We covr our normal mundane everyday lives with a substance that can bring realiaty to falceity , and the les we've been told since younger days. Same faces, daily marothon to ( Read more... )

All around me are familiar faces ( Read more... )

Where are we going, where have we been, why does it matter???

I had an interesting Dream...... I awoke from a coma...which everyone thought I was dead. I called a lot of people I knew and visited some. Some didn't answer the phone, some acted like they didn't care. Some pretended to be interested. And some I shared tears from. This dream involved a good majority of the people I know and was 5 years in the ( Read more... )

So I've hit another one of those life bumps that seem to happen oh so often..just when things are going good too..which always seems to be the case. I'm trying to stay positive..but it's hard like always. In the month of October I've now gotten three tickets and an accident which left me car-less which before october I had a clean driving record. I ( Read more... )

SO lifes good , overall, a lot better then this same time alt year. I'm kicking ass at my job and it feels good, gettig some sales closed and getting a lot of meetings with people and stuff. It feels good to be productive. I'm also doing good in school as well, and my social life is good as well, as well as my living situation..So all the abses are ( Read more... )

Watching everyones front screen - I know you, I know your face your eyes your hair. What happens behind the glass, monday through friday - whats your story , what is your pain ,your joy, your reason, your life? Interacting leaves so much out of the puzzle, you get the happy face, not the painful frown. Your head may be swiming as well, but whos to ( Read more... )

I'm introvertetly extroverted. I'm watching pieces move and connect and disconnect. I'm watching people move and flow and laugh and leave and come back. I'm in the back with my eyes closed taking in the scenery. Music flows people confess their living lifes. here there and all around, i'm a floating timepiece that watches and breathes. One group to ( Read more... )

I need a conversation , noones been giving me substance latley