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tim just left me
if hes gone forever i dont want to live
He did come back, but in no better mood then when he left. Let me explain. We woke up on time and i went to school to take my midterm, everything was fine. When i got to the car, still everything was fine. But i had my hand on his leg on the way home and he went "Hand?". That usually means that he has a boner that he doesnt want me to touch. So jokingly i went "What got something to hide?". He freaks out at me and screams "GOD DAMN IT NO NOW STAY AWAY!!". Totally made me upset.
So we got home and things just started to go down hill from there. First, we start to clean and he decides to pick a fight about everything, saying im lazy, i dont do anything ect. Then we get into this big yelling fight, and that just goes horrible. I try to walk away like 10 times but he keeps making these little rude remarks (he has to have the last say in EVERYTHING). So i shoved him back against the sink, not hard enough to hurt him. So then he grabs my arm and throws me back against the sink, and yeah that hurt. Then he holds me there (holding my lower arms that is, i have bruises already) and starts screaming in my face. He shoves my hand in a bowl of hot water so i pick up the bowl and throw it at him to get free.
After that nice little thing goes on he comes over to this computer and starts blaring music and playing solitaire while im washing the dishes. So i come over and try to hold his hands and he freaks out, pops my wrist like 10,000,000 times. It hurt so bad that i started crying, so he walks over to the table, sits down and says "You just had to try and hit me, thats why you get hurt...."
So i lock myself in a room then come out to see him working on some sewing thing, thats okay. But he starts freaking out at the cat when she goes after his yarn. He screams at her, hits her and then i freak out. I got close to him and tried to hold him, but then he started screaming at me. And by this point i was about ready to give up. So i told him to go for a ride, and he says "Fine but im not doing any chores when i come back.." and i told him not to come back untill he could treat me right and to that he said "Fine, i'll be gone all night..."
That was a few hours ago, now he's still acting as bad and i cant take much more of it. He's cooking something for us to eat finially but i dont know whats going to happen tonight. Everyone, pray for me.
if hes gone forever i dont want to live
He did come back, but in no better mood then when he left. Let me explain. We woke up on time and i went to school to take my midterm, everything was fine. When i got to the car, still everything was fine. But i had my hand on his leg on the way home and he went "Hand?". That usually means that he has a boner that he doesnt want me to touch. So jokingly i went "What got something to hide?". He freaks out at me and screams "GOD DAMN IT NO NOW STAY AWAY!!". Totally made me upset.
So we got home and things just started to go down hill from there. First, we start to clean and he decides to pick a fight about everything, saying im lazy, i dont do anything ect. Then we get into this big yelling fight, and that just goes horrible. I try to walk away like 10 times but he keeps making these little rude remarks (he has to have the last say in EVERYTHING). So i shoved him back against the sink, not hard enough to hurt him. So then he grabs my arm and throws me back against the sink, and yeah that hurt. Then he holds me there (holding my lower arms that is, i have bruises already) and starts screaming in my face. He shoves my hand in a bowl of hot water so i pick up the bowl and throw it at him to get free.
After that nice little thing goes on he comes over to this computer and starts blaring music and playing solitaire while im washing the dishes. So i come over and try to hold his hands and he freaks out, pops my wrist like 10,000,000 times. It hurt so bad that i started crying, so he walks over to the table, sits down and says "You just had to try and hit me, thats why you get hurt...."
So i lock myself in a room then come out to see him working on some sewing thing, thats okay. But he starts freaking out at the cat when she goes after his yarn. He screams at her, hits her and then i freak out. I got close to him and tried to hold him, but then he started screaming at me. And by this point i was about ready to give up. So i told him to go for a ride, and he says "Fine but im not doing any chores when i come back.." and i told him not to come back untill he could treat me right and to that he said "Fine, i'll be gone all night..."
That was a few hours ago, now he's still acting as bad and i cant take much more of it. He's cooking something for us to eat finially but i dont know whats going to happen tonight. Everyone, pray for me.