So i just got insurance and so i have been going to the doctor alot to try to get all my sicknesses under control. I went today and found that i have tumor in my thyroid. When my tonsils get removed next week they are going to take a needle biopsy to see if it is cancer. Good Times indeed.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GEORGE!!!

i feel much better now. something clicked in me today that kinda made me not want to give up at life. i think that everything is going to work out, its just gonna take a little extra time. i got this nikkuhs. i got this.... XOXO

For once in my little insignificant life i would like something to go right. i guess that is asking to much. i have a car, no liscence. i have an apartment, no electricity . it sucks not knowing how im going to get to work the next day and knowing that if it remains a problem, im not gonna have a job to go to. Luke and i are currently staying at ( Read more... )

so i would have to say that besides my job (as usual) life is actually good. money is so tight its ridiculous, but i couldnt be happier. Luke is like this amazing person that actually makes me sit back and wonder, wow, how can this be happening to me? what made me so lucky? he treats me like a fucking princess. we had our share of fights and what ( Read more... )

crazy how i used to be practically addicted to something and didnt have it for a while and i missed it very little. the only reason im updating now is because i cant sleep. its fucking almost 6am. thank god i have tomorrow off. its been definetly an interesting couple of months. ive lost alot. im realizing that im becomming a different person than ( Read more... )

no internet is crazy. koolade says he can tell that im happy because since i have been with Luke i havent cared about not having the internet. <3 he makes me so happy its ridiculous. haha he told me that his love for me is "fathomless" and thats not even a word!! i love him so much. last night was UH-mazing. we were just planning on sittin at home ( Read more... )

oh my god, can he get any fucking sweeter???

hes everything i never knew i needed...

XoXo

im so sick i think i may die.

i have never in my life met a sweeter guy than luke. nor have i ever met a more persistant guy ;) i basically told him at the get go that there was no way in hell that he and i would ever get together, and he would tell me, "you'll crack, you'll break down". and then i would laugh. then i started talkin to him ( Read more... )

HAPPY 4:20!!!!