Just kill me please....

[fallen_endings]

So last night ended on a bad note...and it still continues today. Dad decided he was going to be an asshole...again. He called Chris and told him that we can't see each other for awhile. Wow...I love how he tries to fuck my life up because he's not fucking happy with his own. Such love there. I really hate to break it to him, but he's not going to

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[x_final_high_x]

Wow, that made me want to cry. Why did your dad decide that you can't see Chris anymore? I thought he liked him? It seemed before that he was only doing all those things just to protect you. And it seemed like he really did care about you but he isn't used to showing it. But..I don't know. I know how my dad is around other people and than around his family. Maybe he is only acting like he cares. And maybe he is taking his own problems out on you. Or maybe he really is having a hard time. I don't know. I wish I did. We never really talk about our past, only how we are feeling now. I wish I knew everything that had happened to you to make you feel the way you do. But the one thing I do know is that you are an amazing person and don't deserve to feel scared, or lonely, or depressed. I wish that you didn't feel like everyone in your life is abandoning you. Some people, they just don't know how to reflect their true feelings. The only thing they know is pain and confusion, so that's what they reflect onto others. I just want you to know

[emopiirate]

wow, im so sorry about ur dad.. i wish i could do something baout it. Ill always be here to talk to u about nething. I hope im one of those bestfriends u say goodbye to. im gunna really miss u alot. and your right no one can tell u who or not to date.its your choice. ur dad used to be cool.. wtf happened? grr i hope he just is going through one of those "phases" like girls have? :P lol. soryr just tryin 2 make u laugh. :D i hope u get happy liz. and i see Chris is doing a good job of that. but when u move away, ill miss u like a son of a gun. haha i love you bubbles!!!! :D your uberliousss :x

--Ali <3