medicate
I've been lying awake at night
I've been hoping that I'm alright
I've been winding myself too tight
Wondering if I will sleep tonight
Never thought things would get like this
Always hoping that they'd work out
Still ingesting the roll-arounds
Now I seem to be filled with doubt
I cannot stop this ride
I'm growing cold inside
I shouldn't let it slide
Will sickness be mine
This should not be my weight to bear
Go on acting like I don't care
Stop this high-I wouldn't dare
I have earned and deserve my share
Things like this happen every day
While im in there I feel okay
But you say I should get away
Let me go just for one more day
I cannot stop this ride
I'm growing cold inside
I shouldn't let it slide
Will sickness be mine
I cannot stop this ride
I'm growing cold inside
I shouldn't let it slide
Will sickness be mine
Ive got to medicate myself,
Im not concerned about my health
It covers up what I've been dealt, It seems the only way
I've got to medicate myself, i'ts been the only thing thats helped
Must cover up what I have felt, it seems the only way
I cannot stop this ride
I'm growing cold inside
I shouldn't let it slide
Will sickness be mine
I cannot stop this ride
I'm growing cold inside
I shouldn't let it slide
Will sickness be mine
Sickness is mine, sickness is mine, sickness is mine
god i am spending soo much time over on myspace. i dont know why. it looks soo good thanx to teresa. i appreciate it very much teresa. well i was talking to a pro skater that i met at tampa pro today. it was cool. i need more friends on myspace. so if you got one let me know. i think tomorrow my mom is getting me out of the house and taking me to the mall. it would be really cool if vikki was there so i could see her. was watchin music videos this morning and crossfade's cold came on and i almost cried because it hit me harder than ever. got me to thinking about teresa and all that stuff. well im done for now. peace.
I've been hoping that I'm alright
I've been winding myself too tight
Wondering if I will sleep tonight
Never thought things would get like this
Always hoping that they'd work out
Still ingesting the roll-arounds
Now I seem to be filled with doubt
I cannot stop this ride
I'm growing cold inside
I shouldn't let it slide
Will sickness be mine
This should not be my weight to bear
Go on acting like I don't care
Stop this high-I wouldn't dare
I have earned and deserve my share
Things like this happen every day
While im in there I feel okay
But you say I should get away
Let me go just for one more day
I cannot stop this ride
I'm growing cold inside
I shouldn't let it slide
Will sickness be mine
I cannot stop this ride
I'm growing cold inside
I shouldn't let it slide
Will sickness be mine
Ive got to medicate myself,
Im not concerned about my health
It covers up what I've been dealt, It seems the only way
I've got to medicate myself, i'ts been the only thing thats helped
Must cover up what I have felt, it seems the only way
I cannot stop this ride
I'm growing cold inside
I shouldn't let it slide
Will sickness be mine
I cannot stop this ride
I'm growing cold inside
I shouldn't let it slide
Will sickness be mine
Sickness is mine, sickness is mine, sickness is mine
god i am spending soo much time over on myspace. i dont know why. it looks soo good thanx to teresa. i appreciate it very much teresa. well i was talking to a pro skater that i met at tampa pro today. it was cool. i need more friends on myspace. so if you got one let me know. i think tomorrow my mom is getting me out of the house and taking me to the mall. it would be really cool if vikki was there so i could see her. was watchin music videos this morning and crossfade's cold came on and i almost cried because it hit me harder than ever. got me to thinking about teresa and all that stuff. well im done for now. peace.