sooooo....my sleeping pattern is all messed up...i have not slept for longer than three hours at a given period..and ive been up since 8:00 am i guess it would now be yesterday morning...and it is 5:37 am currently...and im still up...and i have soo much to do tomorrow i should really be sleeping..but it seems everytime i go to bed...i lie there ( Read more... )

life has been ( Read more... )

Admit it ( Read more... )

ambiguous things about me bitching over something i never mention....

wow..i feel so much better now!!!

phew...that was riding on my chest for far too long

so...its four seventeen in the morning...and im still awake..suprise suprise...why does sleep come so unnaturally for me? i like my playlist that contains chill music! so yay for that...so i just talked a little bit to mike online...this has been the first time since over thanksgiving...and the time before that i honestly couldnt even pretend to ( Read more... )

Ok, so you've all seen the surveys where you answer 'did you this', or 'would you that' and so on...

Well here is one where we find out what kind of stuff you think sucks...

1) What is your least favorite color?
baby pink and baby blue...ESPECIALLY when they are together...

2) What is your worst day of the week
def wednesday...class...then squad (emt ( Read more... )

so...as we speak there is a funeral taking place outside of my bedroom window...and ive been drinking some wine...[[i know..i know...dont judge]]...and playing sad songs...such as fix you..and hallelujah...and the like...and its wierd...how funerals are sad...they are...but what amazes me even more is human willpower...to fight back the tears...to ( Read more... )

EEEEKKKKK!!!

im sooo nervous...i have a date tomorrow...
this will be like...my first REAL date in the longest time!!

but im really really excited!
oooh mannnn....i am a lamers!

thats ok..yay for dorks...
oh..im really excited to hang up halloween decorations...
this weekend rocked so hard!
went out with my sisters..no michelle did not drink..that would ( Read more... )

i have a crush on a boy...

and he is too adorable!

so...yay! for that!!

See if you can get over 70 ( Read more... )