"just as the water of the river flows into the ocean and is returned by rain, all forms of life are interconnected in a cycle without beginning or end. Birth and death are all part of a timeless unity. Life and death, joy and sorrow, good and evil are all parts of the whole and are necessary to understand the meaning of life" siddhartha ( Read more... )

i just don't know what to fucking do with myself anymore

ok ok ok ok ok i don't know if im behind or on time or whatever for college's but ive narrowed the list down and here it is... duh duh duhh....and not in any particular order ( Read more... )

the other day a good friend of mine taught me how to whistle. it was a life changing event, i just thought i should let livejournal know.

im sick and tired of always being second best in everything i do. im just average. thats it

im on overload with end of the marking period shit.
college applications (which i have yet to start, am i really late?)
and work.
and i have no time to relax and just breath.
i always have some sort of pressure over my head that just keeps coming lower and lower.
i feel like im suffocating.

i had a rebound and now i guess im lonely. uuggghhh

i feel like a weight has just been lifted off of me ( Read more... )

today would have been our one year and three months anniversary.
now its just another day.

i don't know what to do anymore.
jeffrey broke up with me two nights ago.
i dont know how to deal with this.
i just want to move on and stop wasting my time by laying in bed crying.
i don't feel like taking the pictures of him off my walls.

i just dont know

so i am driving back to delaware tomorrow with my boyfriend and simon ( Read more... )