I think I just came back ( Read more... )

The path reveals from beneath our covorting, dancing, travelling feet ( Read more... )

I used to wish to be free. But all i've seen as freedom so far is regret. I don't know how to show my feelings anymore without causing pain for those Iove. It seems to be the only way through but maybe that's my own misgivings. I feel so jealous now i can't control it like the pain that pulses through my veins needs to be expressed in themost ( Read more... )

Can I really do this?
Alone, standing strong for my sake only? It seems to be the only way forward now. I pushed so hard against it, I broke it all. Crumbled, disintergrated, damaged beyond repair ( Read more... )

Samhain stands between the worlds of the living and dead and outside of ordinary time. It's the day that past memories meet the hopes of the future. The veil between us and the spirit world is at its thinnest tonight - also known as 'Ancestor night' - and we remember our ancestors, recent and from the distant past. It is death that gives life its ( Read more... )

Looking back through the years held here online I can see a change just after I turned 21. A change where I started to notice the world and how to make a difference. A change in how I wrote. A change which made me an adult. A change which made me challenge and over time a change which has made me jaded ( Read more... )

I miss him so sorely I can't think how this is going to turn out okay anymore.

Such an abrupt ending. 5 years and the brake-up via a telecommunications broadcast through space and time. I wish I could pick out those moments of conversation and burn them out somehow so they never existed.

The words still resonate though in our minds eye. Its nearly ( Read more... )

Dammit over 2 months late!! the yearly update ..... Let this be a bump start to updating again though

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||| 22% Schizoid |||||||||||| 50% Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||||| 86% Antisocial |||||||||||||||| 62% Borderline |||||||||||||| 58% Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 62% Narcissistic ||||||||| ( Read more... )

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