"it's heartache every moment.."

[fallenangel34]

It's been one year. I can't fucking believe it. And the worst part of today wasn't the fact that it's been one year since John died. But the fact that only a handful of people even remembered. Like, half of those people were at his wake and have him on their profiles and were absolutely devastated when he died. And a year later none of them even

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[anonymous]

I understand why your upset, but please just remember that everyone deals with greif in different ways. Perhaps it was the choice that some pepole made to try and not let this anniverasry get their spirits down. Perhaps these people are considering that it might have been what he wanted for people to celebrate him instead of be sad on this day...

[fallenangel34]

Oh no I was referring to the people who flat out didn't remember. I had a good deal of people come up to me today confused as to why I wasn't so social and they were people who went to his wake and were all overly dramatic about it all. I understand what you're saying though and that actually makes me feel better. I was really upset with myself for not being as crushed as other people and I thought that maybe I was one of those people that I was annoyed with...if that even makes any sense. It's weird. I'm not sad today. The birds are chirping and it's a beautiful day and I know he's somewhere even better. Thanks for keeping me open-minded though. =)

[downpoison9849]

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[letsgetelectric]

im really sorry about your loss, bailee. i remember you talking about him in HF over the summer. i completely undersatnd why that would make you so angry- it would make me angry too. it just shows how much he meant to you, and i think thats so special.
i love you <3 if you need anything...