im no good

[fallenangel665]

i guess im no good. at being a friend and a bf, and a person all together. i've lost my friend darian. i've been down since last night, becuse i've made courtney upset at me, and i am just feeling down all the time now. i am starting to hate life. if i could do anything right now, i would walk to courtneys, and apologize. and even if that

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[ultimatexrebel]

eh, dont worry, as bad as you are at being a boyfriend, i'm even worse.
no, wait, maybe not. If i'm just sticking with a girl because I'm afraid to break her heart, and i'm sacrificing all these girls id rather be with because i can relate to them more, then doesnt that make me the best boyfriend in the world? does that not make me a martyr? Wow!

[sparklyblueyez]

ur not a bad bf and ur not gonna lose me and im sorry if im still blahh thats just the way i work but when i sleep i will be better cus when i sleep i usually forget bout almost everything *see this good for when i watch scary movies cus i 4get them instantly* i love you and nuttin can ever change that

[fallenangel665]

well if you say so, but i still have doubts about myself. and im glad im not gonna lose you, cuase if i did, i don't know what i would do. and itz ok that you are still blahh it just hurts me, becuase i kno that i hurt you, and the one thing i promised was that i would never hurt you, but i guess i should stop with the promises, since they seem to be digging my grave for me. i hope you get better and i hope that sleep will help it through. i love you to and nothing can ever change that to.

[sparklyblueyez]

hey no1 is perfect sweety...not even me even if u think i am. but yea definately stop wit the promises unless ur actually gonna keep them. well u can keep ur i love you promises and stuff hehe i like those but i guess u gotta stop the "ill be online at 4 or i can go to the play" promises cus u seem to break those a lot. i guess u coulda also called i guess and said sowwie im not gonna be online at 4 cus im havin to much fun w/o u. i did see a missed call from justins house but i was at karate when it said it was made and when i saw i had a missed call it was already like 10ish lol so i wasnt gonna call bak.

[fallenangel665]

i don't ever have as much fun with you when im not with you, it is just that i am forgetful sometimes, and can't remember much. but the only promises that im going to tell you are, i love you, and im never lettin you go.