this sucks. i lost two best friends in only a matter of weeks. :( andrew doesnt want to talk to me for awhile because he was starting to like me again. and he thinks its better if we arent friends...
fuck it

I GOT THE JOB AT THE THEATRE!

fuck yes.

So today I had a long six hours of teaching. But it's ok, there was a firedrill third hour, and the weather was nice. All of the students said it was cold, but I liked it ( Read more... )

so much stuff going on. billy's mother has a b/f and he isnt doing too well. that blew my chance of hangin out with him again. oh well. i feel so bad that he has to go through that. some kids from my school just died yesterday from a car crash. 3 of them and 2 are in critical condition. i hope it isnt someone i kno ( Read more... )

Mc Chris was fucking awesome. went with a few friends. the concert was held at a bar, had a lil bit of rum and coke. heh we were just watching the opening band snmnmns (sp) then mc chris walked through the back door and was standing right next to me. fucking a. so i got to talk to him and got some pics. hes not the kind of musician that has a ( Read more... )

and now ( Read more... )

my mind is racing ( Read more... )

Where i traveled....


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i cant stop writing, ive been staring at my computer all day. im such a loser..cant sleep, can hardly eat. even if i do, it makes me feel worse. i cant feel, i dont know whats wrong with me. im so lost, like im walking a path thats taking me nowhere, its so isolated. i need to get back to where we started. im falling apart, i dont have any desire ( Read more... )

replacing old dreams with flattery from new loves ( Read more... )