poem

[fallenangelscry]

~Picture~

I'm going to draw a picture
A picture with a twist
I'll draw it with a razorblade
I'll draw it on my wrist
As I draw the picture
A fountain will appear
As the fountain flows
My troubles dissapear

( i started cutting myself a couple of days ago and stopped after seeing how it hurt my sister. I love you Amber! thanks for being there!)

Comments

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[xxxfairytaledrm]

Once again you are mad at me. But I want to let you know that I do still love you. And I always will, just please, please don't hurt yourself again. It will tear me up.... literally.... I love you Angela, I care for you and your feelings. I always will...

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[fallenangelscry]

yeah... because thats it... it doesnt matter what you say, i still feel as if you dont care... i dont know it doesnt matter. im still cutting if thats what you mean by dont hurt yourself. like when you emy, and kevin were in my room and i went to the bathroom, i cut myself, i think i actually got a little deeper, because how frikin upset i was. i dont know, it just works... in a twisted sort of way. i feel so much better, and it helps keep my mind off of the fact that no one cares... kind of like you and Kevin... see ya around... maybe. after this knowing you, you will tell kevin and the both of you owill not talk to me, leave me alone, go places together. and just be all fine and fuckin cheery like nothing ever fucking happened. oh well, and all that'll happen because you told kevin. it funny how you say that he has been the only one there and he only one to make you laugh... because that is complete bullshit... i've tried to be there for you but you always tell meto leave you alone. i have made you laugh numerous times. literally.

[fallenangelscry]

never mind Amber, you can ignor this. i wrote it when i was really pissed