Love, life, and everything

[fallenavatar]

Love is a game that I hate to play. A lot of my friends are having issues in their relationships or are having problems just trying to get into one. The only exception to this that I can think of, is Dale and Desi. They are as happy as can be with each other

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[elisha81]

Here's an excerpt out of a private entry in a journal that I wrote considering loneliness and relationships. Maybe it'll help. :)

I love having time off from work but I hate not being busy. When I'm busy, I'm not lonely, honestly speaking. I mean, I could call the people I hung out with already this week, but it feels too weird. They are busy, they have lives of their own. It sucks being alone. But don't feel bad for me... I'm surviving. I have goals that I am currently working towards, and the thing is, I've realized that I don't need superficial relationships to keep me happy. I know that God is there for me and the people that he brings into my life are blessings from Him, so I enjoy them while they are there. But when they are gone, it's ok, too, because then God will fill my needs when I'm feeling bad. I appreciate what God has given me, even if He's taken it away for a time