tcluthorx (1:06:23 AM): let's say you're me ( Read more... )

Ok...I haven't really updated in awhile. I've written some random, little things, but nothing too substantial. (That's not to say that this entry will be ( Read more... )

i honestly don't know if i have time to deal with this anymore. it's not fair. i've made time in the past, and it hasn't been worth it in the longrun. Oh what a bad time to be writing this...

Don't you just love when the past comes back to haunt you? I know I do. Ha. It's official that I can't get into the FBI due to previous drug use and my occupation at the current time. It would not matter when I applied, either. They have limitations on how many times you are able to do an illegal substance, and the occupation...well, they ( Read more... )

It's really sad when someone tries to reach out for companionship, or whatnot, and they can't seem to find it anywhere except for with other druggies. The person has to learn to help themselves, or nobody else will be able to help them. I know she tried so hard to be my friend; she wanted to hang out, and she was basically crying out for help. ( Read more... )

I really needed today. Much fun was had, and I forgot the semi-slump I had been in the past couple of days...or at least the past day. I think that I was just stressed out over school, and the weather was shitty, which always has a negative effect on my mood ( Read more... )

only 2 more days until my chemical romance ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish it were easier for me to trust people. Then again, isn't that how you get screwed over much of the time? A happy medium would be nice. Haha, oh well. it's not going to last for long ( Read more... )

I can't get Sunsets and Carcrashes out of my head; it's so morbidly...beautiful ( Read more... )

So...a friend is having issues...and I feel like subconsciously helping myself fail a biology test later today. Just kidding...about the failing the test...I'd better do well. I've studied my ass off. However, I happen to be slightly addicted to the internet and my journal...and procrastination is my middle name. So, I will take this time to ( Read more... )