I know how it feels ( Read more... )

Life goes on...with or without you. I'll wake up and still be the same Amanda tomorrow. I'll go to school, go to work, go to the bathroom, and still will be expected to pay taxes. I'll die one day, too.

So...today actually turned out to be pretty good...or, at least, better than I had originally thought it would be ( Read more... )

so....i feel pretty good this morning. i'm a little drowsy from my nyquil, but it's a good drowsy...i know, completely retarded. we'll see how moosic goes ( Read more... )

why am i impulsive sometimes? impulsive isn't the word. i don't know. oh the fuck well. sometimes i do things even after thinking and thinking about them, then i'm like...WTF WAS I THINKING?!!?!?!grffffffksjadfosajdfdsf;sadkfmaw$@@$$%#$*&(&^%%$#@$

but now whatever. grrr

this is so random, but if i could be anywhere right now, i'd want to be at a My Chemical Romance concert...

sometimes i wonder if the sex industry fascinates me so much due to the fact that it is, in a sense, an escape. (at least in my mind?)

sometimes i want to leave and never return.

For some reason, I was in a pretty happy mood today. I kicked ass at work, also...which I think was directly related to being in such a good mood. I really needed that, though. I've been doing crappy the past couple of nights ( Read more... )

ok fine, i'm still a pussy. i don't believe myself. i try to pretend like i'm all tough and shit; i act nonchalant much of the time...but all in all, i have yet to escape my true self...i'm a big wuss. i'm so in touch with my feelings that it's scary ( Read more... )

sometimes i am amazed at HOW BIG OF A PUSSY I AM >:0

Today was the second day back to school. Overall, it could’ve been worse, I suppose. I woke up around 9:45 in order to get ready to go to my 11:10 class. I figured that I would actually be early today, as opposed to yesterday. My plan backfired. Parking was ridiculous. I’ve never had so much trouble parking at this school. At least the ( Read more... )