Heck in a Hamster Ball.
So the doctor is pretty sure I have irritable bowel syndrome. She said that there isn't much they can do about it. No cheese for the most part. Not that I like cheese. Can't drink milk either. Kinda cool that she knew about the Very Vanilla Silk. I've only been eating peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. She was a little worried about my low glucose level. But she understood that I really hadn't been hungry because of the pain. I got to talk to Karl today. He told me to ask my questions again. I did. I asked him if he was taken, if he was happy that I found him, if he still loved me. "Nae. yes. I always will." We thought the same things, lived with the same thoughts, and have tried to find each other. We traded pictures, gave a wrap up of the past three years and flirted. I felt sick with heady joy. It like haviing your childhood friend walk back into your life. At first it's overwelming but soon it just becomes part of you again. Like they never left. Places that hurt before for what others that did, now are fine when looking back at it. He told me his heart jumped when he saw the picture of me, I blushed. I don't know what this means. I don't know if this means anything. I'm just going to live my life one day at a time like I have for most of it. I hope everyone is doing well.